reflection

the last time that i updated this thing was exactly a week ago...ill try and recall what i did on each day, but more importantly is my comments at the end
saturday- went over bethanne's and had a blast...that's about all there was to it, it was so much fun lol....
sunday- it was easter and i got to see some of my older cousins that i never see(bar this time of year) and it was overall a good time and then we went to my other grandma's and visited them briefly
monday- i don't remember to tell you the truth....more than likely it entailed me staying up past four and getting up around 2
tuesday- first day back, all i can remember is that i had 4.5 hours of sleep...and i felt like a million bux(seriously)
wednesday- don't remember
thursday- nothing great to speak of....webpage after school was entertaining i suppose...plus everyone got a copy of my pulitzer prize winning story(rossi i am by no means racist, you had to read the whole story to get the jist(wtf i can't spell) of it)....afterwards i did...nothing i think(my memory is terrible)
yesterday(friday)- i actually played basketball for all the day and then later on was a pretty good time....i sojourned(wow im such a badass) over to steve's and i met his cousin, tom, and he there and then we went down to caste for bowling....well i wasn't really hungry but we were just chillin there with sarah z, justov, and ferg and i saw what i thought was a really hot girl walk into subway(the distance was about 400-500 feet) but my vision was clearly skewed...anyways at 10 promptly we walked into village lanes and then they tell us it costs 10 bux just to get in(WTF?!?)....i couldn't even get a deal from steve(other one) down there....AKFDSJALSDJSKLDAJSKLDJLFSDJLSDSLDJLSDJ is all i have to say about that.
today- woke up especially early because my mom felt that her hair appointment was much more important than my beauty rest....anyways we arrived at south hills especially early and sat around for about 35 min....zzzzzzz.....i ended up bowling terrible, maybe threw a 200(i don't really remember)...however, the people at that place piss me off...first off, dan niccolai needs to shut the hell up...all he was doin there was talking about how sweet it was for him to get high/drunk last night and how he was gonna get some kid to beat up tim mullen...seriously dude, nobody f*cking cares....anyways, i came home and nayhouse called and said he would be home from virginia soon, so he ended up coming over and we got a pizza, played pool, and then trekked(HOW SWEET AM I???) over to hrehas for poker....i ended up losing the main game b/c i had shitty cards all night and cass's 8's busted my deuces, gg

the title refers to my current thoughts....basically to sum it up i'm sick and tired of everyone looking out for themselves....WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO COMMRADERY, IT'S NO WONDER PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF OUR COUNTRY SEE US AS GREEDY LITTLE RICH BASTARDS, BECAUSE WE ARE....i've become so cynical lately...i guess it might be speaking from the kid that never had any money but my basic contempt for the pompousness of the rich just crawls into my veins and effervesces throughout my blood...next topic, the behavior of some people to speak of lately has just come to sicken me....ahhhh what is this world coming to....here's a basic list of my most hated things on this planet
-no respect for pre-established relationships
-those who blindly follow the cults(YES, that includes the gothic kids who claim to be rebelling from their parents by wearing colors that supposedly symbolize hell(on a second paranthethes note, i'd like to think that hell might be something more desirable such as the frozen lake mentioned in Dante's Inferno...lol))
-people doing well in school thinking that they're smart(okay sweet, you can memorize Mendeleev's Periodic Table, tell me how i can apply organic chemistry...?)
-high school students living their lives to get into college(this ranks extremely high up there with things that earn my contempt....seriously, you think that college professors or a future boss cares what you got on the SAT's or in AP English....NOOOOO! Because they know that 95% of the things that we learned in high school are crap and completely useless except in that little textbook of yours)
-the government(i can't really say that i'm either a republican or democrat but as long as george bush is putting my cousin's/family friend's lives on the line, I will completely hate Georgey)
-all this coverage about the pope/religious doctrine(oh, no...i said it! yes, i'm not going to stand there while 500 kids in rwanda are slaughtered and one man died...if my interpretation of the bible/christian doctrine is correct, aren't we all equal in god's eyes??? so if these news agencies are going to feed half their newscast to one man, shouldn't they write about that lonely churchgoer in brookline that died a peaceful death(this is supposed that we are all equal)...seriously, if the grand ayatullah of iran was dieing, would they spend hours covering how the World's population of 1 billion followers of Islam(roughly equivalent to the amount of catholics worldwide)....the answer is NO)

well to anyone still reading, you know how i truely feel about things i usually keep quite about,
mh