side blog 2- my biggest weakness

so i realized tonite playing over cass' house what my biggest weakness is in playing poker....and it sounds really stupid but idk....i figured out that the reason i had to rebuy twice just to come in second was a simple fact: i have extreme trouble laying down hands....i just cannot pull myself to think that someone has me beat, whenever someone bets i always put them on a draw, while in fact about 2/3 of the time i'm beat....my focus in the next couple sessions will be trying to overcome this so i might end up being a big pussy at the table but my reads really have to get a lot better....anyways, just a side blog